Kurus kerrrr.......

Tarikh: 20 December 2010
Tempat: My own World
Mood: walawehhhh...

Salam,

orait..actually lately ni kan ramai yang tegur aq kurus..dari family sampai la membe2 lama.. actually i'm not so worry about how my body looks alike..emm maybe not yet now to worry... aq juga tak suka sangat nak check2 berat ni...don't want to know the result actually haha.. So when others keep saying that i look more thinner than before.. so i just smile and wondering "is it true??"" mana yang kurusnya.." than look myself infront of mirror..i'm not thinner than before.. i mean i still have this big belly a.k.a spare tyre..yala tang mana yang kurusnya..apa la depa ni...haha ok2 i admit it.. lengan da la nampak 'thin' sikit.. sikit jek. and my belly not so big like before.. sikit jek...seluar dulu pun dah boleh pakai dah..then last week saja gedik nak check berat emm first time in this year perhaps.. yela dah lebih 10 orang kata kan aq pun 'terperasan' la gak.. then check2 i were just guessing maybe my weight will be around 46kg or 47kg around that..But what happened was really shocking me..

44.2kg???!!!!

what that supposed to be?? yela agak2 last year kot check weight 48 or 49 standard weight la kan untuk gadis2 kemetot macam aq(149cm).. 4 kg weight lose??!! alright let me explain more clearly, kalau la aq ni control makan then pergi jogging sana sini on diet ke maybe la i'll be happiest person to lose 4 kg.. but i'm doing nothing.. i eat whatever i want..then 4kg was 'cut off' from my weight just that way..

Mak kata "awat dok kurus ni..takot tengok tiba2 kurus ni.." emmm actually i am a lil' bit worried here..am i suffer from diseases or illness?? Ya Allah..don't let it happen.. Dulu weight aq pernah sampai 51 or 53 kot paling tinggi time sekolah2 dulu..pernah diet kot dulu but nothing happen..emmm rasa macam nak check doktor pun ada..hehe pernah member tanya do i take any pill... honestly i'm not taking any pill or juice or whatever to lose weight.. i just don't care about my weight..and eat what i want happily..i mean i'm not 'blocking' myself from eating pizza, mcd, kfc, chocolate, ice cream and so on..So aq memang tak tahu menahu macam mana boleh lose weight ni..mungkin kah makan hati haha..

p/s: mungkinkah kerana mesin tu rosak haha