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Monday, November 9, 2009
Confusing what she should do now..
and who should she be..
some said she's too kind..
Is it a fault to be kind??
Maybe her kindness turn to her stupidness..
She just want to be useful person..
not the person that been used..
Yet she still weak..
Don't know how to burst out her feeling..
Don't know how to show her anger..
Don't know how to speak for her right..
She's wondering why her heart can be so soft..
until turning her to what she is now..
Always take care of others while ignoring her own heart..
Always give more and get less or nothing..
Always said "It's ok never mind.. I'm fine.."
when she knows she's not fine at all..
Why can't she be like others..
Why her heart be that so kind..
should she change??
And yet she still think being kind is still the best..
Coz' she made promise to herself..
"Do good thing and make others happy until her last breath.."
no matter what..
Is it so stupid to be so kind..??
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Truth means something real.. her heart suddenly tell her to do something..
Just can't believe what she see.. In order to find the truth..
she just get shocked with what she saw.. is it real??
She just want to know the truth.. yeah thanks finally she knows something..
what that's mean???
Now she trust no one...
no one should be trust..
she's wondering what she's gonna do with it..
Keep it silent or Tell someone..
if she just silent.. she just like slitting her heart silently..
if she choose to tell someone.. will she willing to know the another truth???
what's she's gonna do..??
Positively, maybe it just misunderstanding..
Negatively, a heart will be shatter...
What it really mean???
something confusing her...
That day she woke up just like usual..
as usual she start the day..
face anything that come around..
that day she LAUGH A LOT..
she feels so happy..
happy in her way..
may be she just LAUGH A LOT..
so she'll cry...
yeah, everything just suck up the day..
something had happened..
and not what she really want it to be..
everything just mess up..
why must misunderstanding happen??
she's screaming inside..
"NOT HER FAULT!!!!"
she just asking for what hers..
and everything just make a choas..
she don't plan it to be this way...
she just hate with what had happened..
NOT HER FAULT...
all just chaos and she don't ask it to happen..
so she crying and crying unnoticeable..
wondering why this is happening...
she just don't plan all gonna be suck just like now..
what she know now she cannot bear it all alone...
Allah please forgive me..
coz' i'll die if u do...
why everything change?? why everyone change???
she just loathe with what had happened...
NOT HER FAULT... OR IS IT HER FAULT???