Stress out

Tarikh: 22/03/2012
Tempat: my own world
Mood: oh yeah

Salam.

It's been a long time since i have a very good plenty time.. Now my only pleasant day is Sunday.. yet to think that tomorrow have to go to work again finally feel everyday is so annoying haha.. Wake up in the morning.. go back at 6.00 o'clock sometimes 7..8..and the late one is at 9.00pm and my OT was burn that way.. useless OT.. came back from work with this tiredness from stress..tired waiting for bus and standing in the bus.. make me feel so exhausted.. But i know many out there is more pity than me.. i feel thankful..

My work were so stressful.. maybe lack of guidance or maybe also because of me who is not god enough.. I know i'm not in the accounting background and how could i simply said " i'm not from accounting background so i dont want to do it" then why from the first place i apply for this job.. My workplace was so terible for me and i was thinking to just quit. but i have commitment.. i have to pay back my RM2000 laptop loan to my parent.. the money that i've paid back was use for household too that's why i dont mind to pay back.. and Syukran i have RM250 more pending to pay.. which will be settle next month.. Thankful because of this commitment i were strong to go through this hardness time and behind all the negative thought i can see that Allah actually give something better for me.. 3 more month i'll can write up in my resume that i have 1 year experience.. if not because this commitment i will just quit and loss the knowledge i've gained.. Now i can add UBS Accounting 9.6 in my resume.. It's a skill.. every mistakes that i and my colleague done had taught us to be more clearer about what's going on..

Thanksfully i have colleague like Shaz.. we always motivate each other eventhough sometimes we feel so jaded with all this.. My jobscope there are multi.. I handle administrative and HR.. handle all account, payment.. upkeep of office.. now i've learned to do marketing.. I've went to one factory and managed to do RM22,300 sales for my company with the help of my colleague( later when i get my commission i'll treat her..) as i'm still new in marketing.. This is the biggest sale made within the staff.. ignore the sales that made by my boss which is million and hundred thousand.. to make this on is not easy as selling "pisang goreng".. I've to face many people... face that big people.. being scold being mad.. kena jadi muka tembok all that i have to face eventhough it's not my fault.. To talk belit2 in order to show a good service.. u all know that i'm not good with this..Behind this worst workplace actually i've gained so much knowledge which i think that i cant get from other company.. So i start to love what Allah give to me.. because Allah always give the best to me..

My salary doesnt reflect the job that i've done.. i'm getting this low salary because i've no experience.. hope so that after 1 year my boss will increase my salary that i deserved to get.. so that i'l stay more longer and in the same time try to search for a better job out there.. If i can get RM1500 at least i will be thankful but it's impossible.. but if i get it maybe i can buy car for my facility..hope so.. People out there doesnt know what my stress are.. I have so many work to be done urgently until i doesnt know which one to start with.. I have to remember many things until my brain cant remember any single things.. My time was packed but sometimes to release tension i'll online through phone hehe dont be as i am.. If people asked me what i do.. i always said i do everything.. yes i do almost everything..

Behind all this.. the positive side is.. i'll be strong person.. i think further.. and i learned a lot about this world..

so pity of me

SPM Story

Tarikh: 22/03/2012
Tempat: my own world
Mood: sharing is caring meh

Salam,

Demam SPM kan sekarang ni.. teringat dahulu time aq.. pagi pergi kerja lakukan kerja2 pembersihan then ke sekolah.. nearby only lor.. Excited plus berdegup kencang jantung terasa.. Tengok2 dapat Alhamdulillah la.. 4A 5C 1D ekekkeke suka sangat makan vitamin C so result pun manyak C lor..huhu hak yang D tu besa la Add math.. percaya la inilah keputusan yang terbaik dalam add math pernah ku gapai hehe.. Pasal Add Math la aq telah merosakkan reputasi rekod aq sebagai pelajar yang tak pernah fail .. masuk2 Form 4.. report kad dah ada tanda cinta merah di report book..tak cantik tau tak.. Paling tak percaya Sejarah dapat A hahhaa.. sayang la sapa yang mark paper aq.. yang C tu besa la subject sains segala biologi, kimia, fizik segala macam tu..

 So untuk adik2 diluar sana.. arah tuju lepas SPM menentukan siapa anda.. Jangan salah pilih macam aq..  Dari science stream ke IT sekarang kerja Pengurusan.. Maybe takdir macam ni and maybe salah planning jugak.. apa2 pun terima seadanya... Lebih better pilih STPM instead of DIPLOMA.. so that after STPM direct ke DEGREE.. Tapi dapat MATRIK pun ok.. Just grab it.. DIPLOMA pun ok.. For those yang planning after DIPLOMA then DEGREE then pastu keja.. The flow is not that easy dude.. Eventhough result u all gempak.. pembawaan diri dan pengetahuan is more important.. Kerja susah nak dapat.. perlu pengalaman.. lain la kalau u all inherit perniagaan dari family.. kerja dengan family.. or ada cable yang memasukkan anda ke organisasi tersebut..itu lain.. itu u all boleh terus ikut flow tadi..

But for me if i can turn back.. i'll do my SPM well then choose STPM then take degree in medical laboratory..but dah 5 tahun berlalu.. now dah ada diploma it programing.. kerja as junior management executive.. gaji baru RM1k ++..

Day 29 "Something You Miss"

"Something you miss"

Something i miss ye.. Ehmmm actually i miss a lot of things..

Right now i miss my student life..

u know.. awake from sleep with sleepy mood

then when your friend around you the sleepy seems to be decreased hehe

i miss the moment with my friends..

And what actually i miss is being with my friend..

chatting with my friend..

and i miss you my friend..

Day 28 "Write the differences between you and your partner"

 

 

 

 

 

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Day 27 "A silly picture of you and your friends"

 "A silly picture of you and your friends"


Aloo.. tak banyak la silly pic with my friends... Then what to post? ok i'll post our picture together2 wokey.. Hmmm i miss my friend a lot la mmuahh mmuahhh aiseh...
Ok no worry next month we'll meet up.. Naz please join this time.. i miss u so much ok..
Randomly i upload pic not following the sequence of the year..

wow i just love this pic-2008

Kami main golf free of charge beb..2008

port biasa..2011

besday Nas sweet 21..2011

favorite port.. 2010 i guess

u..2010

innocent naz get bullied..2010

chaiya la... 2011

thief...2011

raya..2010

Taman Rimba...2010

Nana besday...2011

2007- pic sementara tunggu next paper SPM

 Famieza, Nadiah and Ain

Haha pic 2009 tak ada. sebab dalam collection semua yang free hair tak nak upload..Kang mati terseksa lak dosa bertambah... My friends i miss u a lot la... Pic dengan Ina and yang lain semua dah lost sebab laptop rosak..huhu I miss my friend la..

Tutup Aurat Sangat Susah?

Tarikh: 11/03.2012
Tempat: My own world
Mood: hmmm

Salam... Firstly i wanna higlight that i'm  not ustazah... not budak sekolah agama... I'm just a simple person who common in making mistakes.. But today i would like to talk about aurat.. Sekarang ni dah ramai pakai tudung.. Then timbul isu tudung tu tak boleh pakai.. tudung ni tak boleh pakai.. tak boleh pakai cam tu tak boleh pakai camni.. sampai rasa macam susah sangat2.. Tapi kita harus ingat semua ini datangnya dari Allah.. Actually tutup aurat tu tak susah pun.. Sebab dunia sekarang yang taksub dengan fesyen2 so kita rasa apa yang digariskan dalam Islam tu sangat susah.. kita kadang2 rasa rimas..tapi sebenar rimas tu datang dari diri kita yang termakan hasutan syaitan

Aq tak tahu macam mana dengan u all but buat aq yang baru nak masuk tahun kedua bertudung..  aq pernah ada pengalaman berdiri depan cermin then rasa.. "haish pelik aih tutup sampai lengan ni nampak tak sylo.. so diselaknya sampai kesiku lengan..haaa baru stylo.." Begitu la aq yang termakan bisikan syaitan... Ada lagi bila pakai baju besar.. "hmmm... nampak gemuk la..ahh tukaq baju la" dah pakai baju yang agak sendat..tewas lagi.. bila melabuhkan tudung ke dada... " ish, macam makcik2 la...tak stylo.. kasi pendek sikit.." tewas lagi... Tiba masa menconteng muka... sudah pandai make up2 semua.. bila azan berkumandang.. "ala.. nanti kena makeup lain lak.. bukan eyeliner camni senang jadi" tengok tewas lagi... Pakai stoking then " hish, pelik aih pakai stoking dengan kasut camni.. so tak matching.." tewas lagi... baju jarang " ahh tak pa la sikit ja..pakai singlet ja la.."  tewas lagi dan lagi..

Begitu la part2 yang kita selalu lupa.. kerana ingin kan stylo maka lupakan semua niat pada awal pemakaian tudung dilupakan... Aq bukan si pemakai tudung yang sempurna.. Aq juga alpa.. aq juga selalu tewas.. Dan aq harap sedikit semi sedikit aq boleh dan pasti akan memakai sesempurnanya.. Dulu stoking selalu tidak ada dalam list.. kononnya kaki orang tak nampak..kononnya bagi aq laki tak akan ada nafsu bila tengok kaki.. Tapi lupa kaki itu juga termasuk dalam aurat yang wajib ditutup.. Allah suruh buat tak nak buat.. Bila kaki dah asyik kena gigit nyamuk baru nak pakai..dan dah selesa pakai stoking sekarang.. :)

Kalau kita tak boleh nak buat semua.. buat sikit2..ikut sikit2.. Dugaan itu memang banyak.. biar tak stylo asal kita mematuhi apa yang sepatutnya.. Biarkan orang berkata2.. Sudah menjadi lumrah manusia mencari  kesalahan manusia.. Tengok macam orang2 yang bergelar Ustaz dan Ustazah.. mereka itu manusia tak lari dari kesalahan tapi kita carik juga kesalahan mereka.. Orang yang baru nak melakukan kebaikan jugak  manusia suka nak carik kesalahan, menghina, memerli.. apa salahnya memberi kata2 semangat.. Contoh seorang perempuan yan baru nak memakai tudung.. boleh jadi pada awalnya dia tak akan memakai dengan sempurna.. Lagi elok kita menasihati dan menunjuk cara dengan bijaksana kepadanya dari terus mencaci " hoi.. tak payah la pakai tudung kalau dah ketat sana sini.. hoi tudung ja labuh.. seluar ketat gak".. Satu persoalan " Jika one day kita jalan2 then baju kita koyak sikit yang menampakkan sikit lengan atau kaki.. apa tindakan kita?" mesti kita akan cover atau mencari pakaian lain.. habis kenapa tak koyak kan lagi pakaian itu dah alang2 nampak sikit? Konsep yang sama boleh di apply pada mereka2 yang tak memakai dengan sempurna.. Ajar mereka dengan cara yang bijaksana.. bukan menghina, mencaci, memerli atau sebagainya..

Jika niat kita memakai tudung itu kerana Allah maka patuhi la seperti mana yang tertulis.. Jika cuma sekadar berfesyen mengikuti fesyen semasa.. ikuti garis panduan..mana tahu satu hari nanti kamu akan memakai tudung dengan niat kerana Allah S.W.T.. Dosa sehelai rambut  itu tetap dikira meskipun kamu berkata " Tidak sampai seru". "Tak dapat hidayah lagi "..amin..

First time trying Double line eyeliner..Korean style la sangat

Tarikh: 11/03/2012
Tempat: My own world
Mood: oyeah..

Salam,

Well hello u guys!! Have a nice day and pretend it to be it is a nice day even this day is your disaster day wokey.. Today i would like to share my experience trying double eyeliner make up.. i know la no one will bother about it hahaha.. I'm using silkygirl liquid eyeliner..I may not show the tutorial because i just try it following other's tutorial.. Alah just search double eyeliner make up in youtube and u'll find it ok dear.. emm before that sorry if u find that my annoying face..

kena luaskan mata in order that u all boleh nampak kat tepi2 tu..

Alright guna webcam..kasi zoom sikit.. nampak x?

lepas ni sesaja posing macam orang sekarang banyak posing.. katanya korean style.. ye ke?

yeah finally... Boleh jugak u all nak buat 3 line.. asal tak over line dah kang pelik lak..

p/s: emm webcam toshiba ni not nice lor..